Friday, June 15, 2012


I made it to day 3. I guess I just found out my limit. 500 calories a day is manageable, but I'm not ready for 300 a day yet. Too much food went into my body last night. I don't even know how to describe how upset with myself I am right now. Today will be better though. My weight still dropped. This morning I was a shocking 149.4 pounds. It's so exciting to have finally broken out of the 150s. I don't ever want to go back. Maybe I won't be the fat one in my group of friends for much longer. Everyone wants to go out for drinks soon, and I will not be the biggest one. I will not be the ugliest. If it makes me a bitch then fine. For me not to be the ugly one, there has to be a new ugly one and I know who that has to be. You all know who I'm talking about. She left a pair of her shorts behind at my house and I tried them on. They fit the same at the waist, but they were definitely loose on my thighs compared to hers. The amount of cellulite on the back of my legs is also less. As soon as I tan it shouldn't be noticeable at all. We went to the mall together and both tried on the same dress in the same size. She had slight back rolls from her bra, I had none. The dress did suit her better but I think that's only because I am a lot taller than her so the dress was a lot shorter on me. It hit her just above the knee, but hit me above the middle of my thigh. As soon as I tone that up I won't have that problem ever again.

Since I finally reached my second goal weight I get my second goal weight item. Black pumps baby!  I already have them but haven't worn them out anywhere yet. When I go out with my friends for drinks I'll wear them and hopefully post pics so you all can tell me where you think needs improvement the most.


LittleMissFairy- thank you so much! good luck to you too :)

PrettyLies- well the willpower kind of disappeared yesterday but hopefully I get some of it back today. I hate how tempting cookies are :'( I was so happy when I hit 152 but I really hope I don't have to see that number on the scale again lol


  1. Aww yay you for breaking out the 150s!! That is so awesome! I am super happy for you <3 And no wanting to be beautiful does not make you a bitch :) Good luck hun I know you can do it! <3 xx

  2. This morning I was a shocking 149.4 pounds.

    I love that sentence... Congrats btw ;)

  3. Congratulations lovely!! That's awesome! No more 150s ever again, steady weightless even if it's slow, you'll keep it off.