Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Ahead of scedual

Morning Weigh in: 149
Days until deadline: 27
Pounds to go: 19
Pounds per day required: 0.70
Required calorie deficit: 66,500

I ate yesterday. I really shouldn't have. I had a muffin (450), a can of A&W rootbeer (170), barbecue chips (270), and a bowl of won ton soup (170). That's 1060 too many. Today will be better. Apples and poached eggs and all that crap I used to eat when I was a good girl and had no more than 500 calories a day and life was good and I had control. Stayed home from school today. No point driving an hour and a half both ways in the snow for one class. My time would be better spent with free weights and cleaning my room. When my room is clean I feel more clean, and when I feel clean I eat less. I started reading Wintergirls for the five zillionth time and I still love it as much as I did the first time I read it. My mom wants to go see Breaking Dawn part 2 tonight. I'll want popcorn but Kristen Stewart is pretty good thinspo.


Hopefully I can resist all the popcorn and pop and candy. Hopefully I get even more ahead of my plan tomorrow. That would be best, because usually by the end I tend to fizzle out.  Only a few more weeks until Christmas break and then I can work out for hours at a time :)