It really sucks to be me right now. I would love to be someone with more willpower, someone who could say no to the bread soaked in butter, who could say no to the chocolate cake, no to deep fried evil, someone who could say yes to working out, and yes to feeling more confident, yes to being thin. Sadly I am not that person. I'm done trying. In honor of Star Wars coming out in 3D here's a Yoda quote, and it's going be my new motivation, "Do, or do not...there is no try." I haven't posted anything in a few days because I've been ashamed of myself and my weight gain. Too bad for me. Tomorrow morning I'm getting on the scale again and I'm going to post the number here for all of you to see. Heckling is encouraged, I think I really need that kick in the pants. No more slacking off, no more putting things off. Saturday my family is probably going to a buffet. I need self control by then. How long does it take to make or break a habit?
Stripes and poka dots thinspiration.
Love you all and hope that you're doing better than I am,