Still no new scale, and it's driving me insane. I got my period and I'm completely off my rocker. I'm going back on the pill and it's really messing with my hormones and my head. My mom said I felt thinner when she hugged me. I doubt it. I bought a new shirt today. It's a large, it fits baggy, which is what I wanted. I would rather a medium fit me baggy but oh well, The xtra large was like a tent so thats good i guess. I read a book today and it made me feel really lonely. One of those fluffy bubblegum pink sparkly books where the boy and the girl live happily ever after. I want that. I want that so bad it hurts. I feel like I should start drawing again. I used to draw all the time when I was little but I stopped because no matter how good people told me I was I didn't believe them. Never could. If i do start to draw again I can't show anyone because no matter what they say, good or bad, i just cant handle it. its a piece of yourself when you draw and i dont want people to see that. well maybe all of you out there in bloggerland. the anonymity makes me feel safe i guess. I'm hormonal and want chocolate.

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Vampire: Thanks, its a big list but I'm working on it. I'm going to study to be like a secretary type thing, idk its hard to explain