I've decided to keep two blogs. This one will be for my weight and general ramblings and the other will be for my really lonely ramblings, because that's all I did on that blog.
I've gotten down to 146 and that makes me a lot happier. I don't know how many calories I've been eating every day, but it's not many. Today I'm skipping dinner with my family and some old family friends so that I don't have to worry about eating in front of them. I can already feel the stares that I would get if I went. One of the people is my mom's best friend and the last time that she saw me she was rip roaring drunk and started going on about how I had lost so much weight and bla bla bla. I can't see her when she's sober and realises that I haven't really lost as much as she thought. I want to wait until I really have lost a lot of weight and can match or even beat her beer goggles vision of me. I'm only one pound away from my third goal weight and I am going to get to it this week! My work pants are fitting slightly baggy and I need to buy a new smaller pair soon. It's very exciting that soon they'll be too big.