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Time to get my but in gear. Last year I said I would be different. That I would be better. Then it wasn't different, and I wasn't better. So I'm saying again that it will be different, and that I will be better. Maybe this is the time I will actually follow through.

I rang in the new year stuffing my face with an entire box of donuts. I'm disgusted with how high my weight has gotten. I can see it on my face already. I was getting some definition of my jawline that I was really happy about. It's gone now. Filled in and replaced with the ever jiggling double chin that I thought I had said goodbye to for the last time. I have New Years resolutions. It's a list that I'll keep adding to and never finishing.

Some of my resolutions left over from last year are:
- weigh 115 pounds
- finish the black section of my cross-stitch
- read 100 books
- grow a vegetable and herb garden
- clean my entire room
- get all A's
- not be the fattest of my friends
- learn another language

The only resolution that I accomplished was to get a pet bunny rabbit. Just one resolution. That's crap.

This year I'm adding:
- save enough money so that when I leave this house I never have to come back
- be the thinnest of my friends
- do some kind of artwork
- finish one of the hundreds of books I tell myself I will write

Of course I'm open to any suggestions. I would love to hear your New Year's resolutions. And the one's from last year that you accomplished, or the ones you didn't. This is our year! This year we can do everything they tell us we can't.

 

Love you all, and sorry for the long absence. 

Emma