Monday, November 26, 2012
How the fuck did I get so fat? I was so close to 140 when school started and now I'm 0.1 pound away from being150 again. NO! I won't let that happen. I can't let that happen. Honestly I think I'll die before I let that happen. No food today. If I must eat...well that's just too damn bad. I want to be 130 by christmas. I have 28 days until christmas eve. That's 28 days to lose 19.9 pounds. That's 0.71 pounds a day. If one pound is 3500 calories that`s a total calorie defecit of 69,650. So I need to be have a deficit of 2487.5 a day. Holy crap I`m screwed.